back from my second family vacation. had a fun time, if ur wondering.
got to see my dad, aunt and grandma. plus some other misc family friends from my childhood. and ate a LOT of food.
i sometimes underestimate how LONG the state i live in is. its practically a 6-ish hour drive from top to bottom.
but hey, whats a few highways compared to spending the holiday with family?
this isnt the end of my family trips either, late-ish december im going to be flying away to visit my mother for chrimmy! wow! so jolly! maybe i'll have a special blog to show off some pictures from that trip, i dunno.
other than that, i'm just chilling at home. as usual. i always feel so guilty about how much time i spend all cooped up in my room, especially if im playing a videogame or just lazing around in my bed. there is an overwhelming fog of guilt, "you could be drawing right now... getting that porfolio built", or "hey, your gallery is looking really SHIT right now. you should really work on it."
is this even something to complain about? woe is me, i get guilty when laying around all day acomplishing nothing. such a victim i am. sometimes i think theres this itty bitty secret part of me that wishes he were a "victim" of something, just so he doesn't have to take responsibility for his life. have someone take care of me, tell me im doing a good job, a crowd of yes men to cheer me on while i jerk myself off for being big and fat and horny and stupid.
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sounds a bit 'self-loathy' now that i read over it...
other than THAT, i have a few animation ideas swimming around, always wanna do more of those. i do hope you're enjoying how the site looks so far. even if the layout is a little scuffed (if you can even call it a "layout")
thats gonna be it from me. thanks for reading!!!! yay!!! ok!!!!